This will make no sense. It is ok; since when I have made any sense? As my wife is sleeping next to our baby daughter, I have the entire room for myself. A massive surge of ideas are pumped inside my head. So many that in the confusion I start hearing voices. I am delusional; I need to sleep. One by one I can hear a recollection of all my ideas. Unfinished, failed projects that never saw life and those that were left for dead. What has changed now?
I have no fucking idea.
Could it be that because I have a daughter (or in gaming terms an “alt” ) I have lost my “gaming libido”? As I seat here by myself, with excitement because I can go ahead and enjoy one of my favorite hobbies, I can’t find nothing to do. Name a PC game. Yea, I probably played it. Chances are its in my Steam collection of games. I say “collection” because they are “digitally unopened”. Two Lord Of The Rings Online, one Champions Online, two Age of Conan, and all those Free to Play MMO form part of my prestige collection. Something that I wanted, I finally have it but I’m empty. Yet, I find myself writing.
This will be a secret place where I can say what I want. No fear of ever getting caught. No fucking restrictions or rules. No fantasies about making money.
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Game Fatigue or Physically Exhausted?
